The person I'm not

I can't go on
living like this.
I can't continue
pretending to be something
I know I'm not.

I always feel trapped,
by the person
I make people think I am.

I'm not perfect
by any means.
I cry myself to sleep
at night,
sometimes, for no reason at all.

I'm not always sunshiny,
and bubbly.
My world is crashing down.
Crumbing slowly,
piece by piece.

I'm not sure why
I feel compelled
to make people think
that I'm someone I'm not.

I didn't want this to happen.
Even thought
it's 100% my fault.